A Quick Hello & a Short Update

Hello everyone. I’m back and will definitely disappear again. Hahaha. Oh well, that’s my life now. Now you see, now you don’t. I already accepted it. No matter how I tried I always end up setting aside doing online work and visiting my blog or facebook account and said “later nalang yan”.  And that” later” never comes because a lot of things need to be prioritized. 

Workload is so drowning but still I am trying to manage things.  My current workload is for 3 persons. At first, I said it’s too much especially without an additional compensation. But since I need to work and I also love my work then later on I accepted the fact that this phase will soon pass. *wink* sana!

Kids keep me busy too. But I have no regrets having them. They are my source of inspirations and strength. And I love them so much.

And despite having a very busy schedule, I am still planning to go back to school. I am praying that with God’s grace I may able to achieve what I want. So please join  me in saying a little prayer for this intention. 

God Bless Us All!

Rants…worries…and everything!

҉   I don’t know what to do. If only I can be in two places at the same time.

҉   I am so worried with a lot of things.

҉   It’s already my 2^nd night at the hospital. My husband was confined and I need to be with him and take care of him.

҉   My youngest daughter has fever too. But she’s at home only with the yaya and my sister.

҉   The hospital bill is getting bigger everyday and I don’t know how I am going to pay for it.

҉   I definitely can’t report to tomorrow because I can’t leave my husband alone here at the hospital.

҉   Another drowning week is waiting for me at the office. For another day of absence, pending works at my table will surely continue to accumulate. 

҉   Lastly, my colleague’s salary is in my vault. He badly needed it but nobody knows my vault combination code and I am not willing to give it to anyone.

Oh well, that’s life. Tomorrow is another day. And may God give me enough strength to face everything.

flood in our place

 hey friends, how are you? i hope that everyone is safe.

anyway, here are some of the pictures taken last Tuesday in our place.

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Hey, everyone. It’s been so long since my last update. Life is so complicated here. As always, work keeps on drowning me. The backlogs for the two months that I was away from the office are not yet over. And yet another set of new works need some immediately action as well. Plus a lot of negativity that surrounds me at the office. It’s so energy draining. 

Anyway, life is always like that. And I know I need to move on and start blogging again. I miss browsing the net as well as reading your updates. It’s like I was lost here for almost a decade. I really don’t have any idea what’s happening here.

I got a lot of stories and pictures to share but I just don’t have enough time to sort it out and upload. Hopefully, I’m going to manage my time properly and spend some time to share them with you especially the pictures during our Dingalan, Aurora escapade.

That’s it for now! I’ll try to bloghop soon. See yah!

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Notes in bullet!

*Hi guys, I’m so sorry if I can’t comment on your posts. Nag e error, hindi kasi macapture yong image needed to post a comment eh. I’m not a techie person kaya hindi ko alam e solve mag isa ang internet problem ko. Bawi nalang ako next time.

*Summer time is here. It’s so hooooooot…ang sarap magbabad sa pool. The husband wanted to buy an air conditioner unit but I always said no. I am willing and able to buy AC unit but I can’t afford to pay the monthly electric bill. Gosh, wala pa ngang AC umaaray na ako sa taas ng bill.

*Taking good care of the kids need patience to the nth power. Kalorke, lalo na kapag may tantrums.

On being a stay-at-home-mom for while

I must admit that as a working mother, there were times that I dreamt of being a stay-at-home-mom so I can personally take good care of my kids. And because I am blessed to have and enjoy my two months maternity leave, that dream of being a stay-at-home mom is somehow granted even if it is just a temporary and in just a short period of time. But now, after staying at home for a month, I realized that being a stay-at-home-mom is indeed not easy.

While I love being with my kids, there were times that I feel so useless. My body and mind need some works to do not only those household choirs or just taking care of my kids but those office works I used to do every day. I already miss reporting to work as well as the people I used to work with. There were also times when I already felt so bored in life especially when both my daughters are sleeping. I am just so glad that I have my netbook with me as well as books to read that help me keep my sanity intact.

Maybe it is not yet the right time and I am not ready yet to be a full time mom. Or maybe this kind of feeling is just the post effect of giving birth. But the only thing that I am sure with myself right now is that I am happy with my kids and I am feeling so blessed to have them. Maybe the right time for me to be a stay-at-home-mom is yet to come when everything else is in place especially if those financial concerns are no longer a big problem to deal with.

On my reading list!

Since one of my goals for this year is to read at least 1 book a month, here are the books I scheduled to read for the first 5 months:

1. Dear John by Nicholas Sparks - DONE!

2. The Witch of Portobello by Paulo Coelho - DONE!

3. Swapping Lives by Jane Green - Currently reading!

4. the five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom

5. the devil wears prada