8.11.2009

randomness!

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►I am emotionally disturbed. No matter how I tried my best not to think of other people’s problem and just concentrate on my life, I really can’t ignore them. They are people close to my heart and their problems affect me. I don’t want to see them lonely. This is the times that I really wish to have a magical power to grant their wishes and make them happy ever after.

►I had my haircut a week ago for three reasons. First, I am stressed and fixing my long hair seems to be an added burden for me. Second, I am always in a hurry every morning and having a long hair makes me stay long in taking a bath. And third, I want to save shampoo and conditioner.

►I am a little bit sad because all the chic literature books I am eyeing to buy online were already out of stock. *sigh* I am suppose to order those yesterday. Now, I don’t know how long it will take to see those books available again.

►I already feel that Christmas is in the air and I am very excited about it. I already saw few houses along my way home yesterday having a Christmas decorations. I can’t wait to buy my own Christmas tree and other Christmas decorations at home. And I can imagine how happy my daughter will be seeing lighted Christmas lights again.

►I am silently praying to be included in the travel in Iloilo City or in Bacolod City this coming September. Since I started working here in the office in 2005, I only traveled once to Cebu City last 2006. Although I was offered to travel few times in 2007-2008, I declined them because I am feeling guilty to leave my daughter in her nanny even in a single night. And now that she is old enough and my sister is the one taking care of her, I think this is the time that I really have to consider traveling again. So, Bro can you hear me? Santino I mean Santina is here. Lol.

►I am a registered voter now. After 64 years of being a bad citizen I mean 12 years of not exercising my right to vote, I made a decision to go back to the COMELEC office and registered. At the age of 17, I got frustrated when my first employer did not permit me to go out to register and vote during the SK election in 1996 when my constituents pushed me to run for a SK Kagawad. (Anyway, I won but I did not occupy my seat.) When I was 18 years old I really don’t want to register and vote. I’m in Manila already and no one among the family is trying to push me to do it. But when I reached 21 years old, I went to COMELEC in Quezon City with some of my officemates and tried to register but they don’t want to accommodate us for some reasons that I really don’t understand. And I never attempted to register again until such time that we transfer to another place where we currently live. I want to be a good citizen of the Republic of the Philippines now and I’ll go out and will vote for the first time this coming 2010 elections.

13 comments:

witsandnuts said...

I'm on shampoo and conditioner diet, hence, I cut my hair, too. Lol. Ber month na soon, I will miss the generous display of Christmas decors in the malls.

kg said...

ohh. i also want to have a hair cut pero di pa pwede!

ang in there blue rose! i know we can't help but worry about other people, especially our loved ones. but there's no use worrying about things we have no control of. tatanda ka nyan blue rose! he! he! just pray for them, if that's the most you can do! :)

Kayni said...

you're not alone - i'm going through tough times as well, and i can't seem to get out of it.

i did cut my hair short, and i might need a trim soon =). i'm loving my short hair.

and yes...i'm feeling christmassy too =).

sheng said...

Haha, magpapagupit na rin ako!

LOREN said...

Really, nakakakita ka na ng me christmas decors this early? That's very nice! I think I have to put out my christmas three come sept. 1

Jeanny said...

i wanted to chop my hair too kaso as per sis request after her wedding na daw mga 2 months pa. Excited na rin ako for Christmas i feel its in the air na nga eh!

javaqueen14 said...

Sounds like you have a lot on your mind. I too am starting to think about Christmas and thinking I better get shopping now so the whole thing doesn't shock me all at once in November.... great thinking BR!

chubskulit said...

lots of meditations and realization here.. I like the "After 64 years of being a bad citizen..." hehehe

try to come by sometimes..

ryliej said...

Balik ako digdi hehehe, biclan ka din palan.. i'll add u in my uragon list of bloggers okay?

princess_dyanie said...

yay! Christmas is in the air na nga! I heard Christmas songs na eh! Wee!! my fave season is sooo near na!!

gow gow gow for travelling! yehey!! :)

iluvgreen said...

i think it is really a human nature when we care for people close to us and take their problems as ours too and keep on praying for them. I really wish i had magical powers too.

bursky said...

ako din, ramdam na ramdam ko na ang pasko! kahit basa pa ng ulan...basta, there's no stopping Christmas from coming!!! :D *apir*

Shai Coggins said...

Welcome to the voting world!

Hope you get to use your vote well. :-)