sick but still working

It is a very tough week for me.

With all the administrative things to arrange for the upcoming travel to Amsterdam by our partners. Plus all the personal matters that bothered me a lot, now I really feel tired & weak.

Flu hits me on Wednesday but I just ignore it and go on with my daily work hoping that I can finish everything on Thursday. But to my dismay, two delegates still did not pass the requirements we need in processing their insurance & visa. Sigh…..

So, here comes Friday. I still have to go to the office and fix things for them.

The fever really makes my body weak. I feel the heat coming out in my eyes. Yet, I don’t have the right to stay home and rest. Otherwise, they will not be able to leave on the first week of June.

The only consolation I have now is the support and care that my husband gives.

picture from www.miserlymoms.com

parting time

Today, K.A.’s yaya is scheduled to leave us. A month ago, she said she wants to take a vacation in our province. But she did not assure us that she will come back. She let us look for another yaya while she is away.

After 11 months of her stay to us, I really felt sad that now she will leave us. It is very hard because I know that this afternoon when I came home, she is no longer there.

We will surely miss her.

She is my auntie but I treated her like as my own mom. My daughter will surely look for her present too.

I am very confident when my daughter is left with her while H & I are away from home almost 10 hours a day, five days a week.

But now that she is leaving us I feel paranoid. I feel really uneasy today. With so many deadlines today, I do not know if I can accomplished it right,

My daughter will be at home accompanied only by her new yaya. I do not know if she will be feed at the right time, changed clothes when she is sweat and taking care of properly on her other needs.

I really don’t know. For now, I just hope and pray that everything will be fine.

im tired

hay, Wednesday pa lang but i felt so tired.

so many problems to solve...

so many things to fix...

so many people to deal with... ang gulo pa nilang kausap.

so many deadlines to meet and so many callers na makulit...

minsan tuloy naiisip ko bakit nga ba hindi balanse ang distribution ng work sa opisinang ito... minsan kapag may work ang dami-dami, kapag wala naman project as in maghapon ka na lang magkukunwaring busy...

for now, pwede bang magrelax muna and post a blog. baka naman mabaliw ako kung masyado kong seseryusin ang ganitong sitwasyon.

pix from www.heitmuller.com.

ME...

Here’s more about ME.

I AM… a government employee in the morning and a wife & a mother at night

I WANT… a lot of things

I HAVE… a very lovable & cute baby

I WISH… to have a lot of money soon

I FEAR… of losing any of my loveones

I SEARCH… for my purpose in life....

I WONDER… where will i be 10 years from now?

I REGRET… not trying to get a license (sana CPA na ako ngayon!)

I LOVE… loving my husband & my baby and being loved by them!!!

I ALWAYS… pray for guidance

I AM NOT… a perfect person

I DANCE… sorry i don't know how to dance! Pareho kaliwa ang paa ko.

I SING… kapag nagpapatulog lang sa baby ko.

I WRITE… my grocery list every payday so i won't forget to buy anything while i'm in the store

I WON… nothing lately (sana sa lotto soon)

I AM CONFUSED… about something (secret!!!)

I NEED… to relax and enjoy my life to the fullest

THE LAST THOUGHT BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP WITH IS… hay..another day behind...ano na naman kaya mangyayari bkas...

INNOCENT idea....

last saturday, we attended a birthday party somewhere in Las Piñas.

isang magarbong party. kahit ako napawow pagdating nmin sa area. sabi ko sa sarili makikita mo talaga kapag mayaman ang isang pamilya.

well, masaya naman yong party - andaming handa and marami din namang guests. Yon nga lang hindi nakipag cooperate ang weather kasi bigla bumuhos ang malakas na ulan kung kelan pa man din nagsimula ang kainan.

so dahil umulan eh nagsiksikan kami doon sa covered area. sobrang alinsangan dahil sa andami namin. and dahil sa kasama ko ang baby ko naghanap ako ng pwesto na medyo may masasagap naman kaming hangin.

tapos, doon sa sulok kung saan kami pumuwesto meron akong dalawang batang naririnig na nag uusap. Partly ganito ang narinig kong pinag uusapan nila:

B1: oy, ang ganda ng party nila noh! mahal siguro ginastos nila dito. siguro 1 million

ginastos nila dito, ano?

B2: siguro nga.

Hehehe. Naaliw ako sa dalawang batang un. Naisip ko tuloy, napaka inosente pa nga ng mga batang ito. One Million para sa 1st birthday party......

What Blue Rose Means

You are full of energy.
You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring.
You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble.
You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a very lucky person.
Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries.
You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy.
Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat.
Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.
You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you.
You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable.
You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious.
You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak.
Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

Source: blogthings.com

What's My Name's Hidden Meaning?

According to blogthings.com my real name means:

... i am friendly, charming, and warm.

... i get along with almost everyone.

... i work hard not to rock the boat.

... my easy going attitude brings people together.

... At times, i can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, i pull it together.

... i am balanced, orderly, and organized.

... i like my ducks in a row.

... i am powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

... People can see me as stubborn and headstrong.

... i definitely have a dominant personality.

... i am very intuitive and wise.

... i understand the world better than most people.

... i also have a very active imagination.

... i often get carried away with my thoughts.

... i am prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.

... i sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.